I absolutely love the fact that our baby is so loved and adored already. I just can not wait to have him in my arms; I am experiencing those fears of incompetence now though. I hope that I can be everything he deserves in a mother. I know that he'll have so many good things in his life, I just want to be all I can. I want to wake up with that fierce motivation as many days of his life that I can. His room is only missing a few things now and today I'll be packing his and my bag for the hospital. Hubby is so into the whole process, it's awesome. Adam honestly gets emotional at every class and tour that we go to, which just shows what an amazing father he's going to be. As a newbie I'm thinking of the beautiful days with no circles under my eyes and energy to burn (I know, naive right!). How fun does this look though...
I can not wait...! Can't wait to have our perfect little guy experience my favorite season as his first ever of his whole life! I feel so special to God that he would continue to bless me with all of these amazing things, it is honestly unbelievable and I think that I need to wake up and recognize that more often!
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